Like how I remembered this one boy used to tell me some random dirty jokes or random personal story about himself,
And it was wayy during my form1 year,
But I still do remember it,
All the silly nickname we used to call each other
As year past, during last years birthday,
I did told him if he still remember that,
But he didnt
It kinda hit me in the spot
Because all these years I always tend to remember this little things that ppl used to say or did with or to me.
Well maybe not all ppl whom I know,
But quite enough for me to feel bad for remembering things that others don't remember at all.
Little that I know,
All these while I kept on remember things that happened between me and my acquaintance
But I kind of always forget what actual happen between me and myself,
Like how many times did I always promise to forgive myself everytime things didnt go the way I planned
Or
How many times I try to change myself into a better me and failed,
Little that I know
Deep down inside me
I just had enough pleasuring ppl that doesnt remember me as much as I did about them
I had enough trying to make them like me or be the person whom I used to be
Ppl changed
And ppl ages
And maybe its about time for me to take care of me first before letting myself disappoint by others
