Sunday, 20 August 2017

thoughts #1

This thoughts has been in my mind for awhile....

I dont really know whether i should pursue architecture or just ditch it and start new things

Ayah,
Do you remember how we used to have those intellectual chats in the car after you picked me up from bus station?

Do you remember how we used to have same thoughts on several buildings in town?

Do you remember how you used to ask me how long does it been and how much longer should i study architecture?

Do you remember how you used to tell me the same story over and over again about your previous work architecture related?

Ayah, 
Its been 6months already, and I feel like I need my ayah back, to help me back on track, 
Gain my spirit to finish what already started.

Ayah, 
If only you know how I broken deep inside..

And ayah,
I barely missed architecture unlike how deeply i missed you😔❤️