Start over

Dari kecik mak pak kita, or even oqang sekeliling selalu habaq suh pi sekolah, jawab exams leklok, grad on time dengan harapan dan motivasi,

'nanti kalau hangpa dah buat leklok exam, pi sekolah, akhlak mulia, inshaAllah terjamin hidup hangpa kerja nanti tou tou'

But little less that we know how big the real world out there. And how fate and timeline for each person aren't that perfect. Some might not have good results, some deserve to grad but did not, some already grad on time but got no luck in finding any job and some might just have really terrible life, i guess..

And whenever we reach that cliff, time tu lah nak start cari solusi, either to asks for forgiveness and blessings from 'The One' or to believe that good fate will be there with little more efforts. But, as a weak human beings, we also have our own 'patience scale' (a timeframe for how long we will commit in being patience), some with strong determination will last long; long enough till they reach their life goals, and of course, some won't.

Its good to see how some kids still having fun, living their worry-less life, unlike some adults who have tons of things to think about. Even to poop also *sad face* 

Nak pi kedai kena pikiaq nak beli apa, kena cut budget and stuff, lelagi dizaman maha durjana ekonomi. Unlike some teens yang spent wastefully tanpa pikir camne struggle mak pak hangpa dah sumbang tenaga tidoq sampai dengkoq sebab nak puaihkan nafsu hangpa cam naga tu. Haih.

The thing is, with a one single thoughts of starting things over, niat nak baik pulih diri hang, to work things over, might also be a starting point, at least think of it as our small efforts. Well, better than feeling gloomy and keep moaning about how bad your life are.

Its actually good that God didn't give us a reset button, or else, we will always be stuck in same things and keep re-doing the same life just trying to get into the perfectly perfect life we want; perfect scores, perfect day, or anything perfect you can possibly think of. Why? We human also no perfect at all. What if by living unperfected start of career life lead to your perfect job? What if by living from a no good family leads you to be better and create new good healthy and loving future family?

No one need to be living in their present state forever; the wealthy wont forever keep their wealth, the healthy one wont forever be healthy, the bad wont forever remain bad person. Its okay to experience bad things if we keep on willingly to improvise our life, ourselves. 

Cause the world aint heaven nor hell to anyone. 

Kalau asyik harap semua benda betui untuk hang, habihlah oqang lain. Dunia putaq tou tou!