Pain

I was in pain yesterday,

Like literally a real pain that gives me headache and made me cry,

A pain that i never had before

But during that time, 

Theres a thing that make me think,

If the pain i had is this hard,

I wonder how much greater pain that ayah had during his last breath

Allahu, if id be in his shoe, 

In his situation, 

I dont think i'll survive,

Well, neither did ayah,

But to last that long, 

I dont think so

And so, 

Ayah was a strong fighter,

And he will always be remembered as one,

Maybe if no one believe or realized he was,

At least i now know that i do.

I missed you ayah